♥ too bad for you,cause i really don't care ♥

To whom this may concern,

hye u,
u ingat i kesah ke with all the things yang u wrote about me?
u ingat i nak sedih? u ingat i nak marah? u ingat i peduli ke?
kesian awak lah..silap orang lah kak.. saya tak kesah pun, saya rasa bangga adalah..
i mean, i must mean soooo much to you kan cause even after all this time u still nak cakap pasal i:) important nya i!! bangga saya!~

tak payah lah susah2 nak sound2 org ke ape if u don't know the complete story...i rase amused with your childish attempts to make urself look better than me, pathetic tau? mesti u sebenarnye insecure kan? pastu ada hati cakap org childish.

but whatever it is, i maafkan u and your actions sebab i tau people like u just loves doing things without thinking it through..people like u are just too self-centered to see your own flaws, u just see the flaws of others. soo for your information my dear,your words don't mean a thing to me and it doesn't effect me in any way whatsoever, soo why don't u do urself a big favour and just take whatever opinions u have on me or they way i live my life, what i say and how to choose my friends and shove it up ur u know where:)) please and tq:)

so my darling dear, next time jangan nak pandai2 cakap ok...cuz ur not better than me no matter how hard u try to convince urself that u are..and maybe, just maybe ur the one with the broken mirror:)

ps. i know more than i let on, so stop it with all your assumptions:) and oh, i am perfect..i am the perfect me anyone will ever find, soo diamlah gila!

♥ ayna ♥

some things can never be replaced.

some things can never be replaced,
be it a sacred diary misplaced,
or simply a broken antique vase,
all you'll get are tears on your face..

some memories can never be erased,
the good and the bad,
the happy and the sad,
you'll always remember even when ur mad..

some love are meant for goodbye,
no matter how you cry,
and no matter how hard you try,
sometimes it's just better to let it die..

some friends never last for more than a day ,
for lies after lies in the words they say,
but dear soulmates everyday i'd pray,
forever in my heart would you all please stay...

no matter what had happened and what may happen in the future, you girls are my soulmates forever, and all those memories we had together, i'll forever cherished.


:: in memory of what used to be ::

ps.kita tengok je lah ape nak jadi kan korg...
kalau ada jodoh we'll always be friends kan
tak hangout tak semestinya dalam hati dah tak sayang:)

testing 1,2,3

they are the sugar&spice of my life

hello. testing 1,2,3. haha..i doubt if anyone visits my blog anymore since it's been vacant of any new posting for almost a year now. As i sat in front of my lappie tensing on the fact that i have exam esok, i guess writing off a few things from my mind would be a great stress reliever. Im not really sure of what to write and i've given up the idea of updating on the things that had happened from the past months..THAT would take forever! well ok, just a hint, let's just say that most of my previous post and the people i've mentioned, well they're all gone! not dead or what, just that we've all moved on..different friends, different circles and all that. Am i sad? im not sure, sometimes maybe when there are these undescribable moments that made me wish that nothing has changed,and that feeling of i wish i could talk to ______, he/she would understand/listen/know what to do... but for most of the time, im fine and im happy, i have my own circle of friends and they fill my life with laughter and joy dan ofcourse lah ika is still here and now there's ajie juga!! Soo..yeahh im happy with the way things are now:) Ohhhh!! Im currently taking driving lessons! hahaha...soon i'll be able to drive! yeayy! yeahh i know it's not a big deal to others, but it is to me..saya malas nak amik before this:p haha ok lah..i really have to study..dear blog, im sorry for this horrible post. i promise i'll do better next time:)

the little things in life makes me happiest the most